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Name: Stephen K
Birthday: 11/2/1985


Interests: Seeking the Lord wholeheartedly. Soccer and Tennis.


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Monday, December 26, 2005

Well, I had a great time at CWC.  First official year there, it was great to meet a bunch of people.  I feel really blessed this season to have come so far in my spiritual growth.  And I'm glad that the Lord has allowed me enough to grace to prepare for the next year coming up.  Things I've learned this year at CWC:

-I like Chinese food.  Even dried up fried rice.

-Thomas Chen does really cool jellyfish and T-Rex impressions.

-Pastors are allowed to say the word "Wee-wee"

-the Lord has really been gracious to love us so unconditionally.

-I really need to rest more in the Lord and depend on His love alone


Hope to see you guys next year.

Stephen


Tuesday, December 06, 2005

"All men are like grass,
and all their glory is like the flowers of
the field
the grass withers and the flowers fall,
but the word of the Lord stands
forever."

1 Peter 1:24

This season I will really work to living for the Lord and His glory, not my own.



"A man's wisdom gives him patience."

Proverbs 19:11

"I wait for you, O Lord; You will answer."

Psalm 38:15

This season I will really work to trust in God's timing, and not rush into what I hope will happen.



"A gentle answer turns away wrath,
but a harsh word stirs up anger."

"The tongue that brings healing is a tree of life,
but a deceitbul tongue crushes the spirit"

Proverbs 15:1-2

This season, with God's grace, I hope to limit my words that cut down, but increase the ones that edify.



"A simple man believes anything,
but a prudent man gives thought to his steps."

Proverbs 14:15

This season, with God's grace, I hope to develop stronger discernment.



"A truthful witness does not deceive,
but a fals witness pours out lies."

Proverbs 14:5

This season, with God's grace, I will refrain from lying in any aspect.



"Above all else, guard your heart,
for it is the wellspring of life."

Proverbs 4:23

This season my heart will be the Lord's, and I will protect my thoughts and words.



The Lord has been so faithful to me this season.  I can't imagine where I would be right now if He hadn't given me the hardships that brought me back to Him.  Each new trial He brings me, I always feel I walk away with a new lesson learned from Him.  His grace is what has given me strength.  Honestly, I wonder how complicated my life would be if I had moved to California right after highschool.  I wonder, but I'm so glad I didn't, because the Lord's timing really came through for me.

I hope everyone's doing awesome and enjoying Christmas time coming up.  Around December 27th,  I'm going to the Onething conference for a couple days.  It's a Christian conference with concerts and stuff.  If anyone wants to go give me a holler.

Good luck guys.


Stephen




Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Ok, for everyone who doesn't know....or doesn't care, haha, it's my birthday in...like......45 minutes.  The big 2-0, wow, never thought I'd ever get that old honestly.  One more year 'til I can legally purchase alcohol.  Don't come and try and hit me up for some you moochers.  Anyways, on my birthday list I like......cash....preferably no bills smaller than a 50.  I'll take 20's I guess.....

Haha, just kidding, don't get me anything.  I'm just glad we've all grown up a lot. 

I feel like I've had two birthdays this year, which is really great.  Just wanna say thanks to everyone who wished me a happy early birthday.  Wanna say a special thanks to Tianna and her family.  Love you guys

Good luck to everybody.  Hope everyone's doing well.

Stephen


Sunday, October 23, 2005

Ok, this is more for the peace and rest in my heart, so for everyone (like the 40 people at most) who read this occasionally that I haven't already called and apologized to, I'd like to say:

If in the past I've offended you, I apologize.  Or if you got hurt through something I did, I'm sorry.   I honestly didn't really even know who I was, and I really didn't care about other peoples' feelings or what was even good for me.  It's a blessing and a wonder to me that I didn't screw up and give away one of the most important things in my life that I know I would someday regret.  So whatever I did, it was my bad, but just know that I'm a different person now, thanks to the grace of the Lord. 


So, that was short and sweet.  It doesn't mean that I'm a little pansy now that is completely soft, or that the past didn't mean anything to me, because if it wasn't for all the trouble I got into, or fights I had, or scars I've taken, I wouldn't have the faith I have today.  You can call me a pussy or whatever you want, but it doesnt' really matter to me anymore.  But just know that, if I can't hang out with you anymore, and I won't call you, or I won't return your emails, it's not because you're unimportant and I won't have anything to do with you, it's just that I can't be who I used to be.  And if you understand this, than maybe you can be thoughtful enough to let me be.

Good luck guys.

Stephen


Sunday, October 09, 2005

I save my heart and hand for her,
for I have saved myself for her embrace,
not that I boast, for I am saved by grace
through faith, the gift of God, which you are, too,
my chosen one among His chosen few,
and God has foreordained the time and place
when we will give each other, face to face,
benevolence and love we will be due.
I save myself, for I am not my own,
but God's and yours, good measure I will give
into your bosom, reaping what is sown.
But if this is my boasting, God forgive
one saved by grace through faith, but not alone
if I will marry you, my love, and live

 

I am awaiting her anointed kiss
to touch my lips, to light my tongue aflame,
that when I draw away to speak your name,
I speak believing God appointed this.
Then we will learn of God that marriage is
what two, one flesh, unblameably became
before the man and woman knew of shame
when we are joined together, our love His.
For bride and groom, the loved and reverent,
shall enter into vows, a narrow gate
which opens to a way more excellent,
to promises we patiently await
until our love and purity consent
and unashamedly shall consummate

 

If I could hold you in my arms, I would,
but you are better kept within my prayers
and unentangled with this life's affairs,
but though I want to pray for you, and should,
and not neglect the perfect for the good,
a woman's touch can carry with it snares
which can entangle me in worldly cares
that hinder me from praying as I could.
But if I have offended you in this,
then know I have desired to see your face,
that we may hold each other close and kiss,
yet still I pray because I need God's grace
so I might ask aright, and not amiss,
because I long for you in my embrace

 

Being a million dollar mate filled with hope

Is not so easy according to Randy Pope
Who is my wife, my bride, and where is she?
I pray for her, whoever she may be,
that when we meet, it shall be in Your will,
and we would love, and walk in love, until
she freely gives what she would want to me,
not grudgingly, or of necessity,
and I will give my heart to her as well.
I want to marry, and will not repent,
for better I should marry than I burn,
but till such time, I pray to be content,
and such contentment gladly shall I learn
because I know Your love. She shall be sent
and given as a gift I cannot earn.

 

A proverb and a byword is my heart
because I do not seek His ministry,
but rather seek a wife to oversee
and children of my own to love, in part
because I do not want to set apart
myself to seek the Lord entirely,
although what other would desire me
in all my wretchedness and not depart?
I will not go, O Lord, but I believe
You will forgive me this if I repent.
I do not want to labor if I grieve
Your Spirit with a broken covenant
to labor in Your fields if I will leave
when I, with wife and children, am content

 

Anoint my head with ashes, not with oil,
for God will touch the ashes of the urn,
and beauty of the branches will return
abiding in the Vine, and none will spoil
the tender grape once growing in good soil
nor gather up this withered branch to burn
if I will pray, and seek His face, and turn
toward the Vine, and let my Husband toil.
I turn toward the tree and burning flame,
but graft Your garments to my nakedness,
that I may lift up praises to Your Name,
and worship in the beauty of Your holiness.
You have endured the Cross to take my shame.
Now dress me as Your tree of righteousness


Although it might be what God would allow,
I know I will not marry now.
My prayer receives an answer. I agree.
Am I whom she will marry? Am I he?
Although I want to marry anyhow,
God hears her prayer before He hears my vow.
Her prayer receives an answer. You are free.
Two prayers receive one answer in this way,
for God is One, although we pray as two,
and what He answers me, I will obey,
and what He answers you, that you will do,
together or apart though we may pray.
I will spiritually sleep because He answered me as I pray He has answered you

 

 



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